Behind SyloArts

I had a dream where we made love, and everything was back to normal. I guess I love him more than I thought, I miss him more than I feel. I'm trying my best to focus on me. But my heartaches. I see him in my dreams now. I can't even tell him how I feel... ps. weighed myself this morning. Currently standing at 125 and losing: 10 more pounds to go.

I'm currently contemplating to either get a scooter or puppy? Which one should I invest in? I was so happy after discovering that I could actually ride a scooter, which is under 50cc and goes under 70km/hour. Maybe I should invest in a scooter. But during my walk today CC tripped and then soon after started limping from the fall. And it broke my heart. And my brain starts to think that I should withhold from getting the scooter. Cause I can't imagine living without the love of a pet companion. I've been looking at puppies for sale since... a while now actually. choices... pug vs boston terrier brother wants... Husky, chow chow. Sister wants... Corgi, french bulldog. UGHHHHH... what should I get?

God must love me and I'm going to show love right back. Love you God. I just found out that I can actually get a scooter!. "Where an original driver’s licence applicant intends to operate only a limited speed motorcycle, the applicant would apply for a class 5 or class 6 driver’s licenceor a class 7 or 8 learner’s licence." - icbc I just got my learners again class 7. and that means I can ride a scooter. This really puts a smile on my face and places happiness back into my soul. Really I love you God and icbc.

Hello Hello, this is light painting part two. Had a big dinner with everyone. HOT POT. MmMmmMmmmmm. with.. Mom, Dad, Bro, Suzy (bro's gf), Cousin LX, Lan and Peter ( soon to be brother in law ) and after dinner after everything settled down between the dogs barking of Joey and CC. I asked who would like to do some light painting since I said that I would do some tonight to show Lester. I got some mini flashlights from the dollar store and put some colors on them. Suzy joined me and my cousin. here are some pics. It was Suzy's first time so she took a few tries in the beginning but she got the hang of it soon after.

I added chat in here so people can add comments, I don't want to get spammed so I put a restriction on the comments that can be made on my blog. Spam in chat, I don't really care. Rar.. I'm thinking I really want to go outside for run, which I might just do. Give the dog a bath, ( since he really wants to sleep on my bed with me :) Here's a little something that I found from a friends facebook page. Peter Fucking Chao. Rude and Crude, but I still love it. His videos made me laugh so hard, I'm trying so hard not to laugh out loud while watching them at 5am in the morning. In this video he's running around Richmond, BC. And says a few things that I think about the names of the stores which I find hilarious.

This guys' Song totally touched my heart. My friend posted an awesome youtube video from this guy on facebook. Went to his blog and his youtube to check out what else he has, ugh.. and these songs just described how I felt. Now, I don't know what to feel. It's early in the morning, don't feel very sleepy after my cousin left my room after watching avatar. I thought she fell asleep on my bed with me...cause I fell asleep. I wonder ... was I snoring?

I feel much better, though I am still a little sleepy ( I did get sleep after my break down ). I woke up and after chatting with family and friends. I feel much better. Thank You. I love you all so much.