Behind SyloArts

On the 15th was mom's birthday, and since she doesn't like just a bouquet of flowers, I remembered she liked a hole pot. So I got her a pot of flowers. Just the other day, I was testing out a hockey bag that I left on the floor. I reach for my phone when Darren texted me and I caught my dog all comfortably sleeping.

He tells me he can't read people all that well about how they feel... what they are thinking... but he reads me so clearly. I'm worried. I'm quiet in thought about my on/off health issue. He asks me what's wrong. I shake off my thoughts and reply, "nothing" but he was keen to notice and says that he can tell something is wrong. I didn't want to bother him with every little detail. I simply replied, "...nothing" . That is one of the reasons why I don't blog all the time now. Although my blood work, urine and stool test from the doctors came back "OK"... means nothing to me when I'm still feeling sick time to time. And one factor that scares me the most keeps re-occurring. This one little thing, I just don't like to share with the world. Darren thinks it might be the fact that it maybe MSG that's making me sick. This fact makes sense to me, is I get sick often when I eat at home because my mom uses MSG in her food quite of...

Since being with Darren, it's been full of good eats and treats. Fun moments in the kitchen :) . We've made fried rice together, pancakes, cookies, meatloaf, chicken wings, and tonight was pasta and salad. I was at T&T the other day and I had to take a pic of Hello Kitty Candy. Really... mMmmm A mouth full of sugary Hello Kitty... sounds wrong? no?

I woke up very heart broken this morning. SO SAD!. I had a nightmare where I had to say goodbye to the greatest friends that I ever had through out my whole life. Say Goodbye for good cause I would never ever see them again. I was so sad! I cried and hugged them. I woke up at 8am and stayed up a bit to edit and went back to sleep for a little while longer before waking up to call Darren. :( I hate waking up and feeling so sad. so sad. :(

I've been trying the last few days after coming home from work to edit. I've been working out again. After working out I end up trying to edit my video and what happens? I pass out while trying to do so. Tired. Working downtown has sucked up so much energy. The program I'm using constantly crashing doesn't help. I want to push my next video out but it just hasn't helped. I'll be working on it. My days?! where have they all gone? I don't remember. Working hard. training a new girl at work. etc etc. but the world is seeming more ... busy than ever.

This morning we made pancakes. Ingredients of which we shopped for at the grocery store the night before after having Chinese New Years eve dinner at my house with the parents, sister & fiance and brother. I made the pancakes this morning as he chops up the fruits that topped them. He tops off the pancakes with the fruits and cool whip whip cream. Later on in the afternoon we make chocolate chip cookies together. Bringing some over later on in the evening to the dinner with his family. Meeting his parents, grandma & grandpa, brother and two family friends. A warming experience I must say, to be so humbly welcomed. Grandma was especially adorable sneaking photos. She was so excited to have gotten a picture of Darren without him having made a face. ( He always seem to make faces in front of the camera. ) I learned two fishing knots today. One is tying two lines together and one a basic fishing knot when tying a line to a hook. We spent a little time making some hoochie lures. (...

I'm taking a quick moment at work to blog. YES @ Work! Life has been hectic with meetings and work and trying to edit my next vid for the world to see. Art time lapses take a long time. I have to consider the following things. Maybe it's time for me to get data plan on my phone. This allows me to blog while I travel back and fourth to and from work. Maybe it's time to update my software on my comp the latest mac programs since the 08' imovie does not have time lapsing abilities and I've been doing it by hand all this freaking time. I worked out a bit last night before bed and when I woke up this morning. I edited on the train this morning cause well I had the time to. ( BUSY my BUTT ) getting to work DT was a breeze. I can't believe I haven't blogged for so long. I've been waiting to post pics up from my Vancouver Island trip, but I need to clear space on my laptop for me to be able to do that. Toronto Pics are still on my system and clogging it ...