Waking Up Sad

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I can barely sleep now. Cause I think so much about everything.
My boss' text wakes me up in the morning. I swore I backed up my work yesterday! @_@ I really don't remember. I do it like I go pee and poop now. You just do it, you don't remember when you do it.

I don't like waking up sad anymore. It bugs me, I've come to determine that I absolutely hate it! I've let go of enough people that I love. Letting them go because I have to and I have no choice to. I can't force anyone to love me or to be with me. I think of love now and it makes me feel sad. Love officially makes me feel sad.

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