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Had one of the best dates...evar... hahah will blog details tomorrow.. too much smiling to do anything tonight... ALRIGHT... lets rewind. The day was hectic with things coming in from clients as I try to figure and make notes on the migration of the sites at work. I kept my intake of food in check as I keep my eye on the clock. I had a date tonight. :) with someone who I had thought on Friday kinda ignored me. I didn't get a message back in Saturday which works out our misunderstandings. We schedule a second date with one another for Monday - Today. Yeah next to dressing up for work, I had to wear something that would be nice for going out as well. I wear a dress, my one inch heel boots, with a light blazer jacket for spring / summer wear. I didn't realize how fat the dress made me look until I got to work. My date comes to pick me up at work. I come down and come out of my building to see him sitting across the street on his phone. I wait for him to cross the street to fin...

What I didn't lose anything this week??? too many going out days... rarr MEASUREMENT START Week 1 Week 2 Weight 115 lb 114 lb 114 lb BMI 21.73 21.53 21.53 Hip To Waist Ratio 0.914 0.90 0.90 Body fat percentage 26.66% 26.42% 26.42% Hip To Waist Ratio Measurement: Hip: 31" Waist: 34.5" 31 / 34.5 = 0.898

I hung out with someone last night. A friend from high school and he calls me out on a few things I wrote in his year book. OMG - that was ten years ago! Like I remember who I particularly know who I was with during the spring break of 2000 if I wrote I missed you that spring break. Come on now! We hung out, watched movies, chill and chatted. It was nice to be with someone that I felt was really enjoying my company. By the time I noticed what time it was it was so late... I took a nap and next thing I knew It was morning time. He lives a couple blocks away from me so as drops me home this morning before heading to his seminar. I get home and all I do is sleep some more until the late afternoon like 2pm. John picks me up later on in the day after I filmed a sketch and post it. I shower and get ready for the night. John comes picks me up and we head out to Burnaby. I accompany him to a revscene dinner meet. Some of the guys seemed so familiar but I didn't say much. We soon qui...

OK. ok. There are somethings that some of us girls / women do that we don't particularly notice we do until we break down our thinking process. I'm going to evaluate myself out and confess what it is that goes through my mind when meeting, coming in contact, or randomly checking out guys. Theses are not in order and this is purely for fun. And if you're one of my guy friends reading this... YES I probably have thought about one of these 10 random things with you in it. 1) VISUAL CONTACT AND NOTICE: Within the first 30 seconds of visual contact ( which means I may notice you but you may not notice me ) ... I already imagined how sex with you would be like. If you are a giver / taker / passionate / intense. Good or Bad. Yup that's right. First 30 seconds. [ didn't think this would be number one did you! LMAO! ] 2) HOW BIG IS IT? Yes... if the first 30 seconds are visually satisfying I do wonder ... How big is it. I'm going to be honest to say that I don...

It's late another late morning. I don't know what's going on. I've fallen back to the nocturnal loving me. Thinking what I should wear tomorrow, what I should eat, what's for breakfast. what should I bring for lunch. I make kiss faces at Bob and he swims up, I kiss the fishbowl and he swims right up to my lips. How cute! awww.. I go walk over and kiss cc on the forehead good night and turn off the lights. It's time for bed world. Good night. Good morning. Good afternoon.

Life will always serve you downs but don't ever let them get to you because for a down is an up. I'm still reading Love As A Way Of Life. Some may think this is all about love as in love life.. well you're partly right because it's all about understanding yourself and how to change yourself of the best and in hopes to understand the bad relationships as well that occur. One of my personal twisted relationships is probably one with my father. I've blogged about him and I need to learn how to speak his love language and come to know why our relationship is so awful. One is... I now know is that I've grown tired of him and have lost my patience. My sister says just sit there and listen to what he has to say and when you're done just leave. But that's not love, I'm not contributing, that's just being a good listener. I have no way to listen and respond because when I usually do it's considered being disrespectful. ( Asian family house hold ). On...