Sad Mornings

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It's been a week plus since New Years. I'm still waiting to hear if he wants to try...to meet me half way. I want him to know I don't care about the animosity that comes our way, I just want to try. To be with him, to see if we have more than meets the eye. My heart feels like it's breaking but faith still lives there. I want to be with him that much. I hate ... sad mornings. lonely good nights. no hands to hold. no one to embrace. not being able to love him.

Maybe I'm having stress pains. I'm going back to sleep.

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